I had  no idea but this is my first home design, not done yet.

say my name

sunshines through the rain

oh life

so lonely

...

do you feel the same? am I only dreaming?

Allah Yang Maha Penyayang,
aku mengerti betapa Kau tau perasaan hamba-hamba-Mu
jika sekali-kali hatiku ini jauh dari rasa syukur,
seperti semua susah diterima,
balikkan lah hatiku agar kembali menatap apa-apa yang telah Engkau beri...

Life's Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong...

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong


When will I... see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Sedih?

full with guilt today I'm not going anywhere bc of a trouble :/ but atleast I gotta write something that maybe people out there would read this.

Ok, setelah blog ini dihapus sekitar 2 tahun yang lalu, ternyata masih bisa dibuka lagi x) but the posts are already deleted.

Ada satu hal yang terpikir waktu kemarin magrib aku pulang dari kampus setelah mentoring, kehujanan.. sendirian.. gelap.. sedih. Tapi tiba-tiba berubah setelah udah mau sampe kosan. "Ya Allah... Alhamdulillah aku ngga berada dalam kekurangan." Aku tiba-tiba ngebayangin kalo aku ga punya kaki yang sanggup jalan ke kosan, ngebayangin kalo ga punya uang buat beli nasi, ngebayangin kalo aku ga bisa ngekost...

Rasanya banyak kemungkinan yang lebih buruk, dan kalo kita ngebayangin hal-hal buruk itu... rasa syukur kita semakin bertambah...